New Doctor

I have decided that enough is enough! I got up my courage and searched for a new doctor for Molly. I read up and found one that is close to my office and called him up. He actually called me back and sounds knowledgeable and he didn't yell at me over the phone! I made an appointment with this new guy and Molly on this Thursday. I don't want to get my hopes up, but i really hope he can help my poor daughter get to a place of peace and contentment!

Despair

I feel as though i am sinking further and further into the abyss. Molly is becoming almost impossible to care for anymore. Her mood swings and behavior are unbelievably disturbing. My husband is mad at me, i think because he is fed up with our home life situation. I feel that i am in a constant mood of depression with no possible bright spot around. We have put out a call for a referral to a new doctor. It is obvious that Molly needs extreme help and our doctor seems to have lost ideas. I just hope tomorrow is better.