Despair

I feel as though i am sinking further and further into the abyss. Molly is becoming almost impossible to care for anymore. Her mood swings and behavior are unbelievably disturbing. My husband is mad at me, i think because he is fed up with our home life situation. I feel that i am in a constant mood of depression with no possible bright spot around. We have put out a call for a referral to a new doctor. It is obvious that Molly needs extreme help and our doctor seems to have lost ideas. I just hope tomorrow is better.